Since my last post, things have changed; the biggest change
is that I am currently homeless.
But I promise that it sounds worse than it is.
God answered my prayers in a very evident, but strange way. As
most of you know, I had been asking for everyone to join me in praying for clarity
and direction and clearly open or closed doors during my time here.
A few nights ago, God clearly closed a door physically and
made it clear it was time to move on to something else. I am very thankful for
the friendship and accommodation that I received at Suubi House and nothing bad
happened and I was not kicked out, as some of you have joked.
Put as simply as possible, the situation became exactly what
I had been praying for- clear and undeniable feeling that it was time to trust
God to step out in faith.
It was a larger step of faith than I realized it would be,
however, because I was across the city with a busy day planned and no internet
to sort stuff out. So, within just a few hours, I was able to find a guest
house for less than $7 for the night and since I had a change of clothes in my
day bag already, I was able to lay my head down and sleep for the night!
But even at $7 a night, I cannot afford to stay for long on
my very limited missionary budget. The next night, I was able to stay at the
base where I have volunteered previously for free. Then last night, another
guesthouse that was a little more expensive ($10) but included coffee, tea, breakfast
delivered to my room, and, honestly, a little more secure feeling for me.
It has been three days of leaping blindly from the boat and
onto the crashing waves, trusting that the one who made the waves is in control
of them.
And, y’all, it’s been amazing to see God provide.
I was thinking there
was no way I could afford a hotel room on my budget and I was a little nervous
and “over-thinking” everything. Like how I was going to transport all my bags
and belongings from where I was or where I would put them in the shuffle or
what I was going to do.
All three nights, it took until around 10 p.m. before I even
knew where I was going to sleep that night. But all three nights, God provided
literal open doors for me.
I have friends that have offered to help me find a room to
rent (which would be an additional $70 a month) and friends that have offered
up their own homes, while I figure stuff out.
There have been a few more changes, but I will just quickly touch
on them and not elaborate with a lot of details yet.
I am not going to the Lake Victoria region this week; more
planning needs to happen first.
I will be going to stay in my home village for a few days.
(As long as the van is still coming for us, as planned. You never know, because
this is Africa and things always change…)
I have seen the addition of numerous financial supporters
this month—some one-time donations and some monthly! And am now officially financially
supported for all my ongoing bills in America. Now, I can focus on raising what
I will be needed to sustain myself while in Uganda.
I have met a few new friends that have been of great help
and reunited with old friends.
Again, a lot has changed in the past week, but God has been constant
and providing every single minute of it.
I promise the next post will finally have more personal stories
and photos in it!
You are a brave, independent young woman - but stay safe! We are praying for you!
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